Life messed up for a month,finally,i adjust myself to normal condition,wake up in the morning, fall asleep around 23:00 which took me whole week, i feel so good just stay at home whole day and watch movies!
Then iv made my mind, i have to work hard during gym, think i should lost weight also, i might kill myself but anyway i have made this decision no mater what !
2011 must be my "working hard" year, iam going to take japanese language proficiency test, and TOEFL test either... ...
I never felt such a huge stress on me,i am so fucking hate study,however there always a sound in my mind keep telling me what i need to do... ...
Feel like shit to being stressed ... ...