神说,天上一天人间一年,我这一趟是不是走的太远了,在我完成自己的任务后,我希望,我可以回到原来的地方,我愿为此努力!集中! 做自己想做的 珍惜现在自己拥有的 寻找自己未知的 我尊敬一切with love
2010年7月31日星期六
2010年7月21日星期三
发烧了
来日本4年多了 一次发烧! 是累了,也是最近遇到一些不开心!
来日本之后我学到了很多东西,尤其是接人待物的礼仪! 日本人的认真!
但是,相反不喜欢的一些懂些当然也有,但是我自己从始至终,完全没有改变!
我学到了如何去 尊重别人,即使是让你觉得很恶心的人,你只能微笑!
世界上人和人的 差别很大, 我发现,原来你讨厌的人越多,讨厌你的人也越多!
而我走的路上,我很难找到一个 跟我一样的同类,因为自己本来就是迷路了,还在往另一条路上绕!
不知道,日本有那么大的影响力吗? 大家真的希望变成日本人吗? 如果可以,我觉得是当然的好事!
我的想法是,做自己想做的事情,不管在哪里,你永远是你,即使国籍变了,有些东西是无法改变的!
在日本唱k 中文歌太老, 日语歌我喜欢的又少! 开始学英文歌!至少100首...
来日本之后我学到了很多东西,尤其是接人待物的礼仪! 日本人的认真!
但是,相反不喜欢的一些懂些当然也有,但是我自己从始至终,完全没有改变!
我学到了如何去 尊重别人,即使是让你觉得很恶心的人,你只能微笑!
世界上人和人的 差别很大, 我发现,原来你讨厌的人越多,讨厌你的人也越多!
而我走的路上,我很难找到一个 跟我一样的同类,因为自己本来就是迷路了,还在往另一条路上绕!
不知道,日本有那么大的影响力吗? 大家真的希望变成日本人吗? 如果可以,我觉得是当然的好事!
我的想法是,做自己想做的事情,不管在哪里,你永远是你,即使国籍变了,有些东西是无法改变的!
在日本唱k 中文歌太老, 日语歌我喜欢的又少! 开始学英文歌!至少100首...
2010年7月17日星期六
Wedding Wars
That is between you and your conscience! Even all we lost, I'll never regret taking a stand. and neither should you !
No mater how big the secret is , could ever come between us !
Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Chorus
Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life would suck without you
Bridge
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Chorus
Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life would suck without you
Cause we belong together now (together now) yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
No mater how big the secret is , could ever come between us !
Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Chorus
Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life would suck without you
Bridge
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Chorus
Cause we belong together now yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life would suck without you
Cause we belong together now (together now) yeah
Forever united here somehow yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
2010年7月16日星期五
he's just not that into you
I leave this movie away for a long time !
Anyway.It is a fantastic one ! Sweet hurt,and happy ending !
Makes me rethink about myself beside what i experenced,
I figured out what i am losing my self for a while , i shoul get back my feet on my way!
By the way, this moive remind me a perfect song that is SOMEEHERE ONLY WE KNOW !
Old song but different feeling !
2010年7月15日星期四
All about steve
I learned a lot from this movie, I figured out some part of myself!
I am proud of myself anyway,only because i am the one unique , like everyone else!
Words, people, words
There are meaningful words, there are point-less words, Then there are words that hurt!
She is smart and surper smart and not freakish way, like she is a gift, i mean she knows everything. Everthing but who not to trust,how not to ger hurt,and how to survie us! she doesnt be pretend someway that she is not !
2010年7月12日星期一
2010年7月10日星期六
2010年7月8日星期四
2010年7月7日星期三
2010年7月6日星期二
2010年7月4日星期日
valentine's day
Life is like fairytell, what a sweet warm movie which took me 4 hours away!!
I dont think i had a real valentine's day before !
I dont expect the future either!
By the way, like the gay part in this valentine's day,touching and sweet!
However.i just wondering why that gay guys is so outstanding, like the real life!
I dont want to lose, i want to be better than anyone else! so... ...
I have to work hard, harder ~~~
At least i will have a wonderful birthday in the late of this summer! cool!
I am looking forward it !
By poet Rumi who 800 years ago said" All we really want is love's confusing joy"
But i think people dont even know what we really want !
2010年7月2日星期五
深度反省
听朋友不断的跟我讲美国,再加上最近的电影!
我心中对那个地方有着无线的向往,也许在国外的中国人,不管在哪里都不会变太多,
但是我很想在那个地方生活一段时间!
我的英文总是比日本进步快,好事也是不好,毕竟我身在日本!
但是,现在我是一个active english learner !英文进入大脑比较容易!
不管是英文还是日语,自己都没有到学术的水平,自己的汉字很差,都是口语好!
因为都是聊天,跟看电影学来的!
生活是没有问题,但是写论文就费力,中文也是一样,^_^!
表面上我人很亲切,很容易就能聊起来,但其实我是一个自我中心的人!
我也不是很喜欢麻烦别人,好多人觉得,我又没有在打工,有些事情就想找我帮忙!
首先我很笨,几乎是什么也不会,我的外表给人感觉很和善,但是其实好多时候自己是在伪装!
(这点,是我自己不喜欢的,日本也是这样的)
但是这样的我,也是有优点的,我也从来不生别人的气,从来没过人让我生气,(我不喜欢把什么事情都跟自己扯上关系,因为生活已经很累了)
因为我是一个觉对只跟自己感觉走的人,我觉得别人也有自己的想法,不管怎么样,是人家的自由!
而且大家都有自己的事情,就算有什么事情,我都不会生气,因为本来这个世界上就没有必定的事情!
我只做我自己! 我觉得朋友也是这样,不能互相干涉!(如果是情侣当然别论)
其实,最近1年多,发现大多数人不是这样的,喜欢关系别人的事情,不知道,为什么,就好多人会关注我!
我从来不关注别人的事情,因为我自己还忙不过来了! 但是在我我行我素的这生活中!
其实能感觉到,好多人不喜欢我! 可能因为我太独来独往吧!
其实我是喜欢交朋友的,只是我总有好多事情要做,就觉得老时间不够用!尤其是运动过后,人的大脑跟身体是分开的! 唉! 好多时候,只想自己呆着!
我一最怕在日本碰到中国人,然后跟我讲日语,你没见过2个 美国人不讲英文吧!
也怕跟日本人聊天,日本聊天打个招呼能用上,70-80个字! 可怕的,不管外表什么样,
看完这个人第一次跟你打招呼,或者写邮件,第一个感觉就是,好长,懒得读,读了之后,
觉得,还是让他去吧,这哪是交朋友啊,找个老师给我留作业... ...小短文!
就是大家消遣的,轻松的,没必要! 我喜欢的方式是,where are u? shall we meet up ?
we r going to somewhere, are u in or out ?
多简单!
今天一起打工的同事找我帮他买电脑,我一次遇到连cpu是什么都不知道的人,没办法,在意打工,
店里就我跟他是中国人,如果不待他买,估计我以后也没办法安宁,买的时候他还问我,能不能划价!
我笑,说在日本买东西,根本没有讲价这回事,结果人家买的时候就去,说自己是留学生,能不能便宜点!
靠,结果他把零头讲掉了,当时我傻了... ...来了日本4年,白呆了... ...
他也真不怕麻烦我,到我家查资料,每天,买了电脑还要寄到我家,让我帮忙装系统... ...
啊,我的命啊... ...苦啊... ...
类似种种的事情,有个问我怎么开店,开日本的店,我哪懂啊... 我是不知道,人家就说你怎么这么不关心人... ... 天,我知道,就好了!!!
有人约我去酒吧,因为我健身房,打工,没时间去,说没时间,也惹到别人... ....
我有时觉得,我是人,大家把我当 神了吧! 我是人类,而且是最弱,最懒的人类,什么时候都精神,
一去打工,就开始发病,全身无力...等等... 什么也不会!
希望大家这么看待我就好了... ...我只去过一次泰国,不是导游,别问我啦,我去泰国这次最大的目的也是跟妈祖讲话,不然就不去了,换个国家不更好!
我上次去泰国,也是突然想去,就订机票了,去之前1个月,认识一个朋友!聊了2次天!而已!
反正我可以讲英文,就算没有人我都拿包就走,自己在网上查好资料,地图等等,详细信息!不就可以了!
到了,再认识些朋友都来的急,我从来没有说,计划什么,都是想做就做!
其实,我敢去任何地方,有机票签证就ok!
别人也想去泰国,但是为什么非要跟我一起,我说可以一起坐飞机,也可以让我朋友帮他送到曼谷,
但是,之后我们要去,森林里玩,不方便带别人,而且我觉得第一次去泰国还是去曼谷好些!
算了,不发牢骚了! 更累
纽约我爱你 Ethan Hawke 跟Meggie Q 那段戏我已经看了10多遍了! 还是每天想看!
我心中对那个地方有着无线的向往,也许在国外的中国人,不管在哪里都不会变太多,
但是我很想在那个地方生活一段时间!
我的英文总是比日本进步快,好事也是不好,毕竟我身在日本!
但是,现在我是一个active english learner !英文进入大脑比较容易!
不管是英文还是日语,自己都没有到学术的水平,自己的汉字很差,都是口语好!
因为都是聊天,跟看电影学来的!
生活是没有问题,但是写论文就费力,中文也是一样,^_^!
表面上我人很亲切,很容易就能聊起来,但其实我是一个自我中心的人!
我也不是很喜欢麻烦别人,好多人觉得,我又没有在打工,有些事情就想找我帮忙!
首先我很笨,几乎是什么也不会,我的外表给人感觉很和善,但是其实好多时候自己是在伪装!
(这点,是我自己不喜欢的,日本也是这样的)
但是这样的我,也是有优点的,我也从来不生别人的气,从来没过人让我生气,(我不喜欢把什么事情都跟自己扯上关系,因为生活已经很累了)
因为我是一个觉对只跟自己感觉走的人,我觉得别人也有自己的想法,不管怎么样,是人家的自由!
而且大家都有自己的事情,就算有什么事情,我都不会生气,因为本来这个世界上就没有必定的事情!
我只做我自己! 我觉得朋友也是这样,不能互相干涉!(如果是情侣当然别论)
其实,最近1年多,发现大多数人不是这样的,喜欢关系别人的事情,不知道,为什么,就好多人会关注我!
我从来不关注别人的事情,因为我自己还忙不过来了! 但是在我我行我素的这生活中!
其实能感觉到,好多人不喜欢我! 可能因为我太独来独往吧!
其实我是喜欢交朋友的,只是我总有好多事情要做,就觉得老时间不够用!尤其是运动过后,人的大脑跟身体是分开的! 唉! 好多时候,只想自己呆着!
我一最怕在日本碰到中国人,然后跟我讲日语,你没见过2个 美国人不讲英文吧!
也怕跟日本人聊天,日本聊天打个招呼能用上,70-80个字! 可怕的,不管外表什么样,
看完这个人第一次跟你打招呼,或者写邮件,第一个感觉就是,好长,懒得读,读了之后,
觉得,还是让他去吧,这哪是交朋友啊,找个老师给我留作业... ...小短文!
就是大家消遣的,轻松的,没必要! 我喜欢的方式是,where are u? shall we meet up ?
we r going to somewhere, are u in or out ?
多简单!
今天一起打工的同事找我帮他买电脑,我一次遇到连cpu是什么都不知道的人,没办法,在意打工,
店里就我跟他是中国人,如果不待他买,估计我以后也没办法安宁,买的时候他还问我,能不能划价!
我笑,说在日本买东西,根本没有讲价这回事,结果人家买的时候就去,说自己是留学生,能不能便宜点!
靠,结果他把零头讲掉了,当时我傻了... ...来了日本4年,白呆了... ...
他也真不怕麻烦我,到我家查资料,每天,买了电脑还要寄到我家,让我帮忙装系统... ...
啊,我的命啊... ...苦啊... ...
类似种种的事情,有个问我怎么开店,开日本的店,我哪懂啊... 我是不知道,人家就说你怎么这么不关心人... ... 天,我知道,就好了!!!
有人约我去酒吧,因为我健身房,打工,没时间去,说没时间,也惹到别人... ....
我有时觉得,我是人,大家把我当 神了吧! 我是人类,而且是最弱,最懒的人类,什么时候都精神,
一去打工,就开始发病,全身无力...等等... 什么也不会!
希望大家这么看待我就好了... ...我只去过一次泰国,不是导游,别问我啦,我去泰国这次最大的目的也是跟妈祖讲话,不然就不去了,换个国家不更好!
我上次去泰国,也是突然想去,就订机票了,去之前1个月,认识一个朋友!聊了2次天!而已!
反正我可以讲英文,就算没有人我都拿包就走,自己在网上查好资料,地图等等,详细信息!不就可以了!
到了,再认识些朋友都来的急,我从来没有说,计划什么,都是想做就做!
其实,我敢去任何地方,有机票签证就ok!
别人也想去泰国,但是为什么非要跟我一起,我说可以一起坐飞机,也可以让我朋友帮他送到曼谷,
但是,之后我们要去,森林里玩,不方便带别人,而且我觉得第一次去泰国还是去曼谷好些!
算了,不发牢骚了! 更累
纽约我爱你 Ethan Hawke 跟Meggie Q 那段戏我已经看了10多遍了! 还是每天想看!
2010年7月1日星期四
NEW YORK, I love you
That was kind of a powerful intimate situation.
what was the intimate ?
Just now. just ...we... sharing the flame.
I mean, that was ...that was intimate.
If u say so.
Oh,come on now.You know what i am talking about.Our hand almost touched.
I looked ar you, and you lifted your head up slowly,and our eyes met.
It was...it was...It was intense,and it was intimate.
Wow, stop it I feel naked.
yeah, well, you knew what ? I have thar effect on women.I mean, not all women.
No,not all women.But it has happened before, so dont be alarmed.
Yeah,I bet.
Yeah. Dont ignore what's happening here.We're having some kind of powerful, weird alchemy,and you have to pay attention when that happens.This stuff is not to be treated lightly.
Listen, I actually just came our here to have a cigarette,okay?
And relax and do my thing
Okay, No. sure sure. yeah
So, uh, maybe another time.
Yeah.But there may not be another time. Okay?I may nver get this chace again.
I mean, we may nver. you know, be able to return to this...this moment.Well, then, you should know that I'm married and happy.
Right,Uh-huh. And where is he ?Huh? Huh? He leaves you out here alone in the dark,
with our a light.I'm not feeling that.
Well, he doesnt smoke, so...
But you love him anyway.
Yeah. Why not ?
Sure. Sure. He just abandons you,huh,to your mortal disease, and leaves you alnoe to suffer and die, when he's in there pretending to love you?
I dont respect this guy. I think he's a coward. I think he's selfish.
And forgive me for saying this,but I think any moment now, this guy's gonna open up his real self to you, and it's gonna be all...Like , scary stuff's gonna come out.
You know, I felt it right away. I felt it right away... that I think ...
I'm gonna say something a little bold here.But, I think you might be married to the wrong person.
I dont know that even if thar were true- that I'd tell you --Right.We're not exactly friends.
No,we're not.
No,(she turn around)
That's true.But we did share a flame. Right?Speaking off.
-Oh.See? Look at that. See? You need me.
You're walking away and you need me.
We share a flame.Thousands of tiny molecules are heating up right now.
They are penetrating our brain.They're stimulating our sexual desire.
I dont know about you but I find thar shit very romantic.And I'm so gald you walked over here,because now i can feel a little bit more comfortable to tell you that I happend to be, uh, on the fore front of men able to find and locate a women's G-spot.
And I could do that for you.That's really generous of you. Thank you.
It's my pleasure. Well, it's your pleasure.
And what makes you think I haven't located it yet ?
Um, the way you hold the cigarette. It's a little high and tight, you know?
What you have to do is you have to lower it.You have to bring it all the way down in there so it just sits comfortably.It rests there. If it;s high and tight like that, the whole body gets restricted, and the plexus gets closed off,you know, and the vagina gets locked. Look, i just happen to know this crazy weird technique wiht the vagina. It's kind of cool, and I thought you'd be interested. But you have to be prepared. You know what I mean? Preparation is the key. I mean, it starts with a little walk. Just a short walk, like... You know, like, to , uh... like my apartment.
It's a couple blocks from here. And we would walk, and I would tell you a few little elegant, classy jokes. You know, kind of getting us a little giggly, a little silly.eee
You know? And then we'd share a glass of Burgundy.
Burgundy?
Yeah.
We'd bask in the warm,gentle,romantic yet erotic glow of, uh, my spacious loft.
And then I would undress you, you would undress me.We'd stand naked, before each other, and we'd kiss. I find ... I find kissing a very helpful,sweet way to... to relax.And then, maybe I would... I would ...I would bite your neck a littele bit.
Not...Not hard.Just gentle...gentle little nibbles,like...like a little kitty cat, you know? And then...(he is laughing)And then you would feel my hands kink of descend to your lower region, kind of, uh,finding their way,massaging the skin around your clitoris,which would even stimulate the arousal even more. All the time , I'm whispering delicate little poems in your ear, your know ? And the blood from your body is ... is rushing to the wet internal walls,and my fingers would slide effortlessly ...(She is laughing)
Are you an actor or something? Or comedian?You're a comedian.
No. I, uh...I'm kind of a writer.
Oh,you're kind of a writer.
-Yeah,kind of.You know, what about you? What do you do?
I'am a hooker.
(Stammering,laughing)
What exactly does that mean ?
That exactly means that people pay to have sex with me.
um hn,So if i wanted to, um...
Here's my card.It's got my number and Web site on it.
So wow. You're, uh...That's why you're...
Fridays is no good.Saturday and Sunday are busy.Weekends are... Avoid weekends.
You know, I look forward to hearing from you and sharing another intimate moment.
Well fuck me.
Somebody can jerk off by all his words !! oh god, forgive me !!!
He is a such good sex talker, incredible !!
Too much fun in NY,i want someting rude , directly, undressable!!!
After this movie u r going to fall in love with NY!!
The SEX N The CITY
我要把他这段词背下来,太他妈的精彩了!这才是真的,我想要的世界!
老天啊,把我踢美国去吧!
ok! here is another wordk, like when A chat to B, A asked what r u you up to ?
B said : first sex, and others latter !!!
I love the words of B !! fucking cool !!!
今天看这部电影又兴奋了,睡不着了!! 2个月前。非常好玩的一个小故事!
平时我都,走地下去JR, 记得那天天气特别好,下午2点40的课,我起晚了,觉得天气不错,走在地上了!
在我狂奔的时候,(就在伊势丹附近的人行道吧), 我听到一个女生喊“快拍,日本帅哥”, 中文她声音还很大,
因为我跑的速度很快,因为那时候已经快3点了... 我听到2个字,就开始望那个女声的方向看过去,
靠,结果一个大 单反,对着我 狂拍... ... 我手里还拿着个破袋子... ... 搞的我变成侧身跑,因为我离他们太近了... ... 吓了我自己一跳...
当时真的,迟到太多了,不然我就停下来了,打个招呼了... 主要是吓了我一跳,估计他们还以为我不愿意被拍了! 太他妈的搞笑了,大哥还跟着我转!
虽然本人称不上帅哥,收到这样的家乡人的误解,喜忧参半! ^_^!
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